So long Blogger. 
Diana Ross ... Blue
"For more than 30 years, rumors have circulated of a never-issued Diana Ross album of jazz standards recorded around the time of her triumphant star turn in Lady Sings The Blues. Recently, these archival recordings were discovered in the Motown vault. The resulting album, Blue (Motown/UMe), marks the long-overdue debut of what David Ritz, esteemed author and writer of the album's liner notes, calls 'some of the most emotionally satisfying music Ross has ever made.'" 
Hattie McDaniel was hated on too.
When she received her Best-Supporting actress Oscar for her role in Gone With the Wind in 1939, Black Americans weren't feeling her. Not a damn bit. They couldn't see how the singer/actress could stoop to playing the mammy stereotype. Our people put Hattie through hell then. Now, of course .... she's revered.
Seven and a half decades later, and with only a handful of Black Americans owning the statuette, Three 6 Mafia is now being doused with a similar concoction of haterade, because apparently, a lot of ignorant black folks are still ashamed of ... well, other ignorant black folks.
Now Hattie was far from ignorant, and ol' girl had her hustle going strong, and was getting paid, yet the haters were out in force. But Hattie, bless her pioneering soul, had an answer for them. "I'd rather make $700 playing a maid ... than $7 being one." Same can be said for playing, or rapping about, pimps and ho's.
As I told someone earlier today ... Snoop Dogg will never be Al Sharpton, and vice versa. But that's okay, 'cause I prefer my world with both of them. Who are we to say which lives are good enough to be immortalized on screen ... or in song?
Were Sidney Poitier, Denzel Washington, Halle Berry, Whoopie Goldberg, Morgan Freeman, Jamie Foxx ... better than our more urban artists and performers? Who gets to decide whose good enough?
Even before Hattie's Oscar, blacks where up in arms about the lone issue FIRE!! magazine. Why did it only have one issue? Because the subject matter was homo's and ho's. The events surrounding that moment in history was the subject of the movie, Brother to Brother. All these decades later, it still hasn't received adequate recognition for the ground-breaking literary work it was: featuring Zora Neale Hurston, Bruce Nugent, Langston Hughes and others. Why? Because the subject matter was homos and 'hos. 
Beth Achenbach, who shot my 're-birth', has a show @ Bagua, the trendy Juice Bar in JC.
I went back the next day to shoot these shots for my card. I'll be posting more, but I want some early opinions. Which one do you like best?
Clik Magazine sizzles to a new height this month. 
That’s as ‘writerly’ as you're get outta me today, because yeah … it did. And that’s saying a lot after last month's cover subject ... the delicious, sensitive and single,
Maurice--> who I've had the pleasure of seeing face to face ... and trust me, it ain't Photoshop, he really looks that good.
It sizzles ... not
because of the artful eye of Fashion Director, Curtis Davis, or the gender-bending flair of the Identies Models photo spread (featured here—Daniel, who’s so fucking hot that if I see him, I'm liable to Tazer him unexpectedly, throw him over my shoulder, and bring him home, (saying, 'hey honey, look what I found') …
… not because of Scott Bogan’s shockingly sensitive, but lyrical portrait of both sides of a man, which left me thinking ... Damn, now that’s a real man for ya. Kudos, Scott.
... Not because another Identies Model, Jason, and February’s hottie of the month, got up close and very personal, and oh, uh … in the buff.
… not because Justin Hall, everyone’s favorite neurotic griot, is at the literary helm bringing “the diversity of our community in all its facets”, or because Rod McCullom ( ... of Rod2.0 ...) dives into our newest, gay-con Taye Diggs … and discovers why he’s suddenly so gay cool.
… and its mos def not because I was quoted in the editorial.
It sizzled because those were just the highlights. And with all due respect to the Editor, Dwight Powell ... Jonathan Plummer is a celeb and all that … but that Daniel pic (above with blond hair) shoulda been on the cover. I mean, check out those lips … among other things, they scream ‘cover shot’. When I first looked at that picture I heard an audible hum, like a sizzle. Maybe it came from the page, or from the back of my throat, but there was definitely a sound.
I look forward to the next issue like I’ve always looked forward to each new DETAILS. Come to think of it now, DETAILS doesn’t quite cover everything … does it? 
...its Urbasian, yo. 
I don't know whether he's straight or not, what type of music he likes, what his dreams are ... or whether he farts when he busts a nut.
I don't care. I'm not interested. Well ... maybe, about that last thing.
Hezekiah ain't family. Period.
Whether or not Pastor Hezekiah Walker dips his toe into the pool of homosexuality is of little concern to me when identifying members of our extended SGL 'fam'. His denials speak louder than anything else.
A straight friend recently shocked me by saying she didn't want to be mentioned on a gay man's website, when it came up that I'd posted some pictures from my recent fortieth birthday cruise which she attended. It stuck in my craw in the worst way. Now ... though I wasn't planning to post pictures of her in the first place, her message spoke volumns to me, much more than she intended I'm sure, and raised questions. How much do our straight friends really embrace us? Do they consider us 'fam'? And ... what is 'fam'?
First off ... anyone who doesn't wish to be associated with me (because of my blackness, gayness, outspokeness, or any other '-ness') ... I happily oblige them. But "family" to me are ones who have my back when the going gets tough, the ones who stand by me when I really need them.
Hezekiah doesn't have my back. Screw the rumors ... which have been circulating since Raz B was a zygote. Screw the fact that almost everyone I talked to, church folk all, grudging believed the report by Media TakeOut that Hez had left his wife and was living with his transvestite lover ... which Music News Weekly now says is all a vicious lie, and that "... Pastor Walker is a HETEROSEXUAL MALE who was the chosen victim of total stupidity on behalf of many."
Well okay. Whatever.
At worst, he's been a victim of the nasty rumor mill all these years ... and at best, the rumors have been true and he desperately despises his Same-Gender impulses so much that he preaches vehemently against them while pretending not to be a hypocrite. Either way ... he ain't family. Not by any stretch of its definition. 'Fam' doesn't deny or oppress one another. My friend however (as thoughtless and infuriating as her comment was), has been there for me and aligned herself with me (and gays in general) ... and therefore gets the benefit of the doubt, and remains part of my personal extended 'fam'. As for the roots of her statement, well, that's another discussion entirely.
Okay, the Media Take-Out piece as the source of this whole thing was always a little specious to me, as is Music News Weekly's denial. But why did so many instantly believe it? Maybe because homosexuality is prevalent inside the black church, and Hez's alleged DL-ness is also notorious. It's nothing new. Neither is this brand of 'don't ask, don't tell' crap, which is the hypocritical Achilles Heel of most religious institutions.
Basically, since it's presence can not be condoned or explained ... then let's turn a blind eye and never ever speak of it (except, of course, to condemn and deny its existence within--and contributions to--the Church itself).
Here's a factoid to those afraid to be themselves out of fear of retribution from a malevolent God: If our ancestors hadn't been lucky enough to be captured by some good Christians ... we wouldn't know a damn thing about Jesus today. Aren't we a lucky people?
Let's blow the dust off our beliefs about salvation (and family), and take a closer look at who we are still oppressing with them.
Back ain't broke yet?
... well, here's a hilarious twist on the award-winning love story by Ang Lee.
Brokeback To the Future ~~ starring Michael J. Fox.
I've had a thing for Heath Ledger ever since I saw him in the brilliant and original A Knight's Tale in 2001. I've followed his career ever since. So this newest achievement was like the consummation of a secret love affair for me, like all that I’ve felt in my gut about the young actor was validated by this daring role. It's a love story like no other … but a love story none-the-less.
I’ve been hearing some rabble-rabble that if it were two black men sneaking away from their wives to be together, it would have been a nefarious tale with dark landscapes, gloomy themes, and a cautionary subtext for black women to 'wrap it up' ... and not a visually stunning tale of a love that spanned decades.
You know what? So what. It certainly would have been a different 
story with black men. Same Gender Love is just begining to gain its flava on the big screen ... there are millions of our stories to tell, each adding its own nuance to the pot. This movie is a first of its kind, and could be celebrated for that aspect alone. But it is also a four star cinematic creation, which I enjoyed immensely. I laughed. I cried. I needed a cigarette after. And I don’t care what it would’ve been if they had been black. It is what it is. A first. Homo's ain't just hair-dressers and ballet dancers ... they're cowboys too. And for that matter, they're also football players and rap stars ... and the occasional Grammy Award-winning, Pentecostal homophobe preacher ('Sup Hez?).
Like dominoes the stereotypes and hypocrisies are toppling. But its gotta be one by one, 'cause that's just the way it is. We'll get our 'Black' Brokeback, no doubt ... but right now we're just beginning to see black male performers willing to confront homophobia publically. Because if nobody has officially made the announcement yet ... let me:
Playing gay (and gay-friendly) is now officially in vogue.
First there was Kanye West ... then there was Raz B (check out his interview with Pink Mafia Radio) ... and then little Ray J climbed onto the wagon (don't know what happened with that) ... Taye Diggs kissing a white boy (naturally ... more rabble-rabble) ... 
... and now Tyson Beckford's Red Party in DC.
And of course, the rumors will circulate ... have been all along. But I don't care about their true sexualities. Support is what I care about.
As long as they support us, we'll support them. Period.
And look at that man ... supporting him ain't hard at all.
Breathe ... just by the cover one can see it’s a slick urban tale.
Nafiq Johnson—Blair R. Poole’s protagonist, described as “the quintessential hip-hop teenager”, with his corn-rows, timbs, and throwback jersey—could almost be a caricature of a black male urban youth. A high-school basketball star, his future looks bright, if he can only keep his attraction for boys under the radars of his friends at school, his teammates, and his uber-Christian family … all of whom are beginning to wonder about ol’ boy’s curious behavior.
I liked Nafiq from the start. He reminded me of the boys in high-school whom I fantasized over … and yet remained invisible to. The popular boys, the jocks, the ones destined to win ‘Best Looking’ or voted ‘Most Likely to’, the ones girls primped for and giggled about. Even the brooding ones, who kept to themselves yet emitted a pheromone trail of danger and pleasure which led me around like a bloodhound. Yeah. Nafiq was all of that and a box of chocolates … and everything I needed when I was young, lonely, and confused.
Sorta like Breathe.
I’ll never know what effect reading this in high-school would have had on my life. Maybe I wouldn’t have done this or that. Maybe I wouldn’t have believed I was doing something wrong for as long as I did. Maybe I wouldn’t have been so self-destructive. Maybe.
One thing is for sure though: Blair R. Poole crafts a lyrically slick urban tale for every teenager with unwanted desires … and those of us who remember those angst-ridden days and nights, when we thought we were going straight to Hell. 
“A lust-laced hallelujah.”
That’s how G. B. Mann described the steamy novel, In Search of Pretty Young Black Men by award-winning filmmaker and playwright Stanley Bennett Clay. The quote, by the author of Low-Hanging Fruit, is on the back cover of the dust-jacket. I made a skeptical little sound at the magnificent, though extremely ‘authorly’ quip—one carefully crafted to be repeated, and therefore, somewhat self-serving.
Why am I repeating it, you say? Because after reading the book, I realize that Mr. Mann’s four little words can't be bested. He hit the nail with this one … dead center.
I took the provocatively titled tome on my birthday cruise and between peaceful moments staring at the sea, I was enraptured by this tale of Dorian Moore, “... a mysterious and seductive young man who provides comfort to the moneyed, the neglected, the lost, and the lonely in an elegant hilltop community in Southern California.”
It was the title that drew me in, and I ordered it from Amazon without knowing a thing about Stanley Bennett Clay. Maybe because I've resigned myself to the fact that, in a way, my life has been a search for pretty young black men ever since I was one … and also that, until the day I die, they’ll have the heart-stopping ability to bring a smile to my face, a tingle to my nether-region, and make me play the biggest fool. Yeah. The good ones can.
As J and I sun-bathed and enjoyed the pleasant rocking of the ship (he was reading the hip debut by Blaire R. Poole ... Breathe), I peeked over my shades at the most pleasant sight. A real, live, pretty young black man (who'd only been old enough to drink for ten minutes, tops) sauntered by looking edible, dangerous and darkly Brazilian in his Speedo. My elbow nudged J and we both watched him set up a deck chair opposite us … and then put on a seductive show involving languid application of oil, and a few choice stretches.
‘Oh … my ... God.’ J muttered, expressing his appreciation for my heads-up.
I thought of Stanley Bennett Clay’s character, Dorian Moore—who drove some residents of the exclusively rich black enclave of Baldwin Hills to lascivious and tragic distraction—and I had to admit that lust for such heavenly creatures ... can do exactly that.
“…Was he a god, or was he just another piece of trade? Maybe Dorian Moore was one and the same; after all, gods and trade both provide comfort.” And Stanley Bennett Clay goes on … “The cannibalizing of Dorian Moore, and morsels like him, will continue. It is the law of nature that these are grown for the nourishment of others.”Halle(fuckin’)lujah. But don’t forget … G. B. Mann sorta said it first. Stanley Bennett Clay grabs you by the nuts, and slowly squeezes. In Search of Pretty Young Black Men made me question the objectification of the pretty young ‘anythings’ of the world, and ponder society’s ideas (and my own) about lust and morality. And reading it was kinda like being ravaged by a pretty young black man. Well ... almost. ~~~ Speaking of pretty young black men and shameless objectification ... this muthafuka will have you out robbin' liquor stores for his ass.
Daniel Norell ...
is the Swedish model/bodybuilder/actor who many are objectifying at this moment ... so much so that idle chatter, some admit, would be optional, if not downright discouraged.
Hallelujah ... and Amen.
Thanks to Rod2.0 for keeping his satellite aimed on Daniel, among other wonderful things of interest to us all. Rod has more Daniel photos and links than most hearts can take. You've been warned.
Life begins at forty … it’s been said.
(Update ~~ New pics from Stingray City ~~ 02.19.06)
I wonder if that’s true though. Maybe it was coined by a middle-aged writer in the throes of the proverbial crisis, desperately in need of a pick-me-up. But whatever the origin or the motivation, in my case at least, I’ve taken a symbolic step toward that rebirth. A shave and a cruise. That’s what I did for my birthday.
I’m a new man now … locks chopped and bald as a baby. That Jamaican guy at my gym told me I’d go crazy, but he was wrong. So wrong. I’ve never felt so liberated.
Although I loved my locks, the act of cutting them for my fortieth was like sloughing off an old skin, bursting through shiny, bright, and new. Almost like that hair, which carried a decade of my life in its wooly mass, symbolized baggage that I needed to put down, to let go off. And that’s what it felt like too, as if this huge sack that had been tied to my head dragging on the ground behind me—filled with love letters and eulogies, postcards and old lovers underwear—suddenly plopped to ground so I could walk away, my head could breathe again, turn and survey my landscape freely again.
I made an event out of this whole transformation, this whole big 4-0 thing, by going on a cruise to commemorate it … and to tan a dome which hadn’t seen sun since ‘94. 
I hired photographer and friend Beth Achenbach to shoot the process, and I’ve just learned she’ll use a few shots in her upcoming show. Cool. (More info to come.)
But the cruise part of this experience was an adventure. It was an eye-opener too, in some ways, or maybe I just need to get out more.
Cruises are great. Everyone is so accommodating, the food is plentiful and exquisite, but some extremely aggressive entrepreneurs in Jamaica made me see a darker side of the brief land excursions—of which, Ocho Rios was the last of three.
Cozumel was the first. The spate of intense storms this season left the little island off the Mexican coast devastated. The huge concrete piers where previous cruise visitors debarked are gone. Well, not gone actually, just scattered about like 5 ton dominoes protruding from the disconcertingly calm, blue water. It was a spine-chilling reminder that Mother Nature is not to be fucked with. And the ominous, rapidly graying skies that day didn’t help comfort me.
We had to take small ‘tender’ boats to a temporary wooden pier, which spilled into an oasis of beauty—no doubt hastily constructed—where the locals hawked their wares. J and I, along with four of our friends, rented an SUV and wandered the island on our own. Outside of the 
tourist area and its upscale stores, Cozumel is very poor. Of the six of us, only one was fluent in Spanish … which came in handy after stumbling into a section of town where the devastation was painfully obvious, poverty and struggle hovered in the air like gas. 
And I felt like a voyeur watching residents salvaging their lives through the tinted windows of our air-conditioned rental, and they returned our stares in a way that made me lock the door again. Still, we stopped and asked for directions to the ancient ruins we were looking for—I forget the name—found them, and while we explored that vast overgrown city from long ago … the skies turned black.
As we headed back toward the SUV, rain suddenly came down in sheets. Soon the crumbling structures—where a civilization once believed storms meant God was pissed—ran with rivers of red mud, turning our intrepid troupe into a drenched and splattered, almost tribal mob … slipping and sliding up and down stone steps, shouting—This way … No, THIS way—lost amidst acres of ruins. That’s when, oddly enough, I noticed that I was enjoying the 
patter of tropical rain on my newly bald head.
Believe it or not, it was just the type of thing I love … impromptu chaos in most unlikely circumstances. Keep all your touristy traps and their associated crap tee-shirts and ashtrays … I wanna eat local delicacies not Big Macs, I wanna get down with the natives, slosh through their red mud, and really connect with a place.
J and I got separated during the melee, and after a time came upon a large man with an even larger machete … chopping something, in spite of the downpour. We had a deadline to make it back to the ship, it would leave us in a heartbeat, and so we’d grown a little frantic. The man looked over at us, his long hair and beard plastered to his body, and with the machete … he waved us closer.
We silently declined by running the other way. News coverage would be scarce if we vanished, ‘cause neither one of us looked a damn bit like Natalee Holloway. Eventually, we found our troupe … and the troupe found the ship.
Grand Cayman was next, surprising untouched by the storms.
Ahhhh …. If Heaven was an island, this would be it … and I hear they have really cool banking laws too (if only I had a suitcase fulla drug-money). J and I lost our troupe that day, and I was feeling the 151 Pina Coladas I’d been having my way with for three days aboard ship. For that reason, we didn’t wander or look for adventure or chaos. In search of serenity, we joined some shipmates on this power catamaran headed to a place called Stingray City.
After weaving past the most tranquil real estate I’ve ever seen, and at least an hour out to sea, we arrived at a sand bar in the middle of nowhere … where it was shallow enough to get out and stand. 
Through the sparkling water, the unmistakable winged shapes could be seen, gliding like aquatic stealth bombers. The captain’s sun-kissed catamaran boy—who’d been a pleasant sight climbing about performing his nautical duties with nimbleness—hurled the anchor overboard, and then pulled us slowly toward our destination, his back and thigh muscles flexing to our delight.
Soon we were in the water, surrounded by them, being bumped and nudged for food. Catamaran boy caught one as big as a card table, cradled its head just above water … and it’s mouth on the underside made sucking sounds which creeped me out. 
But it was beautiful, touching them, snorkeling over them, feeding them. I later found out that those Stingrays do nothing but wait to be fed and fondled at that sandbar.
They’ve become so domesticated by our handouts that they allowed their own majestic hunting skills to wither from memory. If we didn’t feed them they’d die. How cool and fucked-up is that?
How does 
a Stingray feel? If pictures aren't worth a thousand words, try these: 100 pounds of liver, writhing in your hand
After a soothing day of snorkeling with rays … we made our way back to town. Being a seriously moneyed locale, it was peppered with fine jewelry stores, and I quickly fell in love with the multi-colored Canadian gemstone Ammolite. Once again, I thought of that suitcase fulla money as I handed the ring back to the saleslady and said, ‘I'll have to think about it.’
I left Grand Cayman with sun-burnt shoulders, memories of lazy Stingrays with noisy mouths and leathery skin … and without an expensive pinky-ring. But I was proud that i'd resisted the temptation to max out a card … because after all, it was my birthday.
What can I say about Ja-mai-ca?
Its notorious homophobia—it’s becoming increasingly apparent to me—isn’t the Devil incarnate that I once believed. And if it is, we’ve got that same Red Bastard preaching in our churches and breaking bread with our President … so who are we to talk? But that’s another post for a stronger day.
Our troupe remained intact that excursion. None of us wanted to walk the famous Dunn’s River Falls like every other tourist in Ocho Rios, so we made arrangements with a van driver to show us the falls and other sites without paying admission. It was a ‘Yo … hook a brutha up’ type of deal. Seemed cool enough. His assistant was a charismatic young man named Omar who said ‘Yeah-mon’ a lot, with a wink and a smile, who's good looks and impish charm were a warm introduction to an island full of pretty young black men.
We climbed a stairway cut into the side of a cliff, which opened out onto a veranda with a spectacular view of the falls and its hand-holding chain of tourists. No one else was there, except a few locals working a gift table off to the side. As I stood at the railing lost in the sight and sounds of crashing water, the air around me moist and intoxicating, another charming, chiseled young man with strong lips and exotic eyes slipped next to me.
He asked my name and where I was from, and then welcomed me to Jamaica with this wooden statuette—which resembled a tiny totem pole—onto which he quickly carved my name. Your ‘wel-come gift’, he said, and sensing my hesitation he added, ‘its free, take it.’
Mama didn’t raise no fool. She did raise, however, a hot-blooded homosexual who’d been on the verge of blushing since Omar’s first ‘yeah-mon.’ So this supple new welcoming committee of one had a head start in the ‘charming his way into my pants (pocket) department.’ And as he cupped the gift into my hand, smiling with his eyes and licking the lips I couldn’t stop staring at … I waited for the other shoe to fall. I knew it would cost something. I also knew I might not be able to say no to that pretty young man who was still shaking my hand.
He gestured with his chin to my friend Michele, ‘Dat your la-dy, mon?’ If I’d been home and a pretty young man asked that question, I’d assume he was testing the waters. Then I’d make it clear by replying, ‘Why would I want one of those?’ And I had half-jokingly planned to do some overtly homosexual things in Jamaica, believing that as long as I stayed close to the ship … I could always beat a hasty retreat. Yeah. I know. Must be my need for random pandemonium.
But I had no idea where the ship was, and all nonsensical notions of goading the homophobic beast disappeared. ‘Yeah … she is.’ I replied … though my eyes slipped into his opened shirt, down his chest and over his ebony washboard, drooling that I was a big ol’ liar. Maybe it was the faint rainbow that hovered over the falls behind him, or maybe it was the way he shifted his weight from left to right, while hooking a thumb in his waistband … whatever, I was hooked and wondered if coming back to Jamaica was in my future.
Later, after asking her name and telling me about his cousins who live in Newark … my Jamaican guy produced another little totem with Michele hastily scrawled and announced, ‘Give dis to your la-dy, my friend from Jer-zee.’ He cupped my hands again with two totems now—giving them a little pat to consummate our new friendship—while I smiled and wondered how big his dick was.
‘Most people’, he continued, ‘… pay me for-ty, but I’ll give it to you for twen-ty,’ dropping that other shoe almost gingerly with that accent and sensual charm of his. But not gingerly enough.
‘No. I don’t want this one. I’ll keep the free one though.’ I watched him squirm. Then he informed me that I had to take the other one ‘cause he’d already put her name on it. But I was adamant. ‘No. I didn’t ask you to do that.’
That’s when he got agitated and the tension rose around us. For the first time I glanced around and noticed that J was huddled with another salesman in the middle of his own little totem drama. The others had already seen it, snapped pictures and descended back down to the Omar and the van below. ‘Look’, my guy said, his smile no longer sweet, ‘fine, just gimme fif-teen if you’re gon' be cheap about it.’ It wasn’t a request.
I gave him back his little statues, ‘You keep both of ‘em.’ Then I went over and assisted J with his dilemma and we escaped to the van.
Nobody was happy about our first stop. Omar then said he would take us to a famous shopping area where he’d drop us off and come back to pick us up in an hour. We said fine. But we quickly reneged on the deal when he insisted we pay up front. Michele said something to Omar about being from Harlem not Nebraska, but he laughed it off and took us to a new destination—a scenic drive through the rain-forest where we’d stop and take more pictures.
First off … not only are the roads narrow and winding, but they drive on the wrong damn side. And fast. Really fast. Speeding around corners, we’d look directly into the eyes of other horrified tourists flying the other way.
Michele asked Omar if they had many accidents on that road. ‘Oh, lots and lots of dem … yeah-mon.’ I never wanted to be back on the ship more.
After passing numerous picturesque spots, we pulled over to get out and take pictures. And it’s also where I began to notice a pattern … everywhere we stopped, someone was waiting to sell us something. Aggressively. After ten minutes of defending the virtues of our wallets, we were off again, barreling down the mountain like the Jamaican bobsled team.
Next stop, a tour of a pottery factory. By this time, I was completely over the Jamaican charm I’d experienced so far, and didn’t really wanna see a damn pottery factory. But I didn’t make waves. As the beautiful Jamaican landscape soothed my discontent, I considered that maybe the whole thing was cruise related. Maybe they were so used to cruise ships coming, that they’ve become adept at commandeering us passengers like brainless cattle, and herding us along predetermined routes designed to milk us like the cash cows we are. And I was sure Omar had an arrangement with the people at the specific places he stopped.
This was no more apparent than at WassiArt-Pottery Works & Factory Tour. After introducing us to the manager, Omar pulled her to the side and had a hushed talk with her. Then he said he’d be back, and left us in her care.
The tour turned out to be better than I expected. It detailed the entire process of making elaborate handcrafted pottery … from a shapeless lump of clay to a true work of art. Everywhere we watched pretty young men, one after another, spinning the clay, carving and painting intricate designs, and our host introduced us to everyone of them. 
They smiled warmly, each with a poster on the wall of a different slutty, big-bootied, half-naked black woman above their heads. I wondered why the manager, a big-bootied black woman herself, allowed it? Lots of pretty boyz there though … boyz boyz artsy boyz, who must be super-straight ... at all cost.
The tour ended in, what else, a pottery outlet store where I ended up buying more souvenirs than in any other place the whole vacation. Yeah. Moo.
The country I’ve always said I’d never spend a dime in, in a few hours, seduced and made me its bitch. Intoxicated by its vibe now … I’d gone from aroused to pissed to aroused again. Finally, I just admitted to myself that the whole aggression thing was kinda turning me on.
And now I even wanna go back, which scares me a little. I’m so apt to get into trouble. But I’ll think about that later … right now, I’m still getting used to being 40 and bald.
Here's my favorite shot from the cruise. Our formal night. This is what my Prom picture should've looked like. We were a big hit that night, J had a ball ... but my newly 40 ass had a helluva time staying up past midnight. **sigh**
